For most of 2017, I’ve been working on a research project related to the BBC Holby City characters Bernie Wolfe and Serena Campbell, known by the ship name ‘Berena’. My research has always focused around questions of gender, sexuality, and media representation, and it was hard to miss the buzz around these older women-loving women falling in love. (How often does that happen on your telly on a Tuesday night?!) In particular, I was struck by the way that viewers talked about the impact that Berena had had on their lives – and I knew from personal experience that the storyline had been a source of joy and comfort (and sometimes virtually shared frustration and sadness) through a difficult time in my own life. I wanted to explore that.
I currently
have a journal article under peer review that reports on the key themes that
emerged from a survey of Berena fans that I ran at the start of the summer;
what was striking was how many of the survey participants talked about the
impact of the story – and of their involvement in the fandom – on their mental
health and wellbeing, whether because they had made sense of their own same-sex
attraction, or been able to come out, or had felt empowered to overcome mental
illness, or had simply felt visible and validated.
Participants
ranged in age from their late teens to women in their 70s and beyond, and I
feel privileged to have been given their stories. As well as being marginalised
on screen, older wlw are also less visible in research on the relationship
between queer identities, media representation, and mental health, which is
typically focused on youth and adolescence. So I am really keen for my participants’
voices not to be lost: the
next stage of the project is about putting the means of production and
dissemination of knowledge into their
hands, by working collaboratively to create a zine
about Berena, media representation more generally, and mental health and
wellbeing.
Now that I
have funding in place, I’m making plans to host a number of people in Liverpool
on 10 February 2018, as well as making arrangements for anyone who wants to
contribute remotely to do so. Just now I’m working on information packs that
tell people a bit more about making zines and all the different forms that
contributions can take, and about my research, so if you are interested in
taking part, please send me
an email and I’ll make sure I send this to you once it’s ready. (You’re
under no obligation to take part just because you’ve emailed, and participants
are free to drop out at any time.) I’ll also use this blog to circulate the
information and a contact address for anyone who would like to put something
into the zine but who wants to remain completely anonymous.
I look
forward to sharing more news soon!
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